Love is free, you're not. ♥

Watch me.

2009-12-11T00:56:20Z

I will prove you wrong.
Hell I am.

Too much of anything can make you sick.

2009-12-05T06:26:59Z

-
My lips were dried out roses and my touches were sandpaper burns,
My words were tangled strings of lies and hopes.

I know where I want this to go
Driving fast but let's go slow
What I don't wanna do is crash

Just know you're not in this thing alone
There's always a place in me that you can call home
Whenever you feel like we're growing apart
Let's just go back, back, back, back, back to the start

Anything that's worth having
Is sure enough worth fighting for
Quitting's out of the question
When it gets tough, gotta fight some more

We gotta fight, fight, fight, fight, fight for this love.♥

Sweet dreams, with sweeter tears.

2009-12-03T14:26:33Z

Baby's black balloon makes her fly
I almost fell into that hole in your life
And you're not thinking about tomorrow
Cause you were the same as me
But on your knees

Coming down the world turned over
And angels fall without you there
And I'll go on to bring you home
All because I'm
All because I'm
And I'll become
What you became to me
♥

I was actually thinking of setting a new office attire trend - Fbts, baggy shirts and slippers.
Excellent idea.
:D

All ashes were once a flame.

2009-12-02T03:48:36Z

" When I look in the mirror I see,
A girl that cries too much;
With eyes that sadness never seems to reach.

Instead they're just redredred.

And lips that are torn from the constant fear of losing,
And the biting down to stop from screaming.
A girl whose hands are always cut and legs are always bruised,
And veins are always suffocating wishing just to breathe.

And I feel the whispers rushing through me,
Asking me to set them freefreefree.
And I try to say I can't,
But the words just don't come anymore.

Because silence is listening,
And I betrayed my own reflection.
For a dozen fake smiles for everyone to see. "

I don't want to do this, not again.
Sigh. (fuckfuckfuck.)

I should check the roads before I cross them.

...
KKAY I THINK I AM REALLY GOING CRAZY NOW):

Think a thought (or two).

2009-11-30T01:33:16Z

Guess I need more than a lifejacket to survive this.

Follow the lights to the city.

2009-11-28T14:50:09Z

Believe the tunnel can end
Believe your body can mend
Yeah I know you can make it through
‘Cause I believe in you
So let’s go put up a fight
Let’s go make everything alright
Go on and take a shot go give it all you got

Don’t look back just go
Take a breath, move along
Or you could spend your whole life holding on
You could spend your whole life holding on
Don’t spend your whole life holding on

We'll work out, just like we've always had(:
(♥).

Friendships and distorted pasts (laughs out loud).

2009-11-27T12:37:19Z

LOVE POST EXAM LIFE :D
Well, but not a broke and lethargic one :/

Got a hell lot of people I wanna meet, and a hell lot of things I wanna do!
But activities = money; no money = no activity = have to work.
SIGH):
AH WELL at least work will hopefully, meaningfully monetise my time and entertain me.
Yada yada yada.

And I thought only people like Kelly Lee would be spastic enough to break/spoil their heels in public.
Looks like I got my turn):
BUT OH WELL the new pair (plus a big fat blister on my toe now) is rather nice too :B

POCKET GOT BIG BIG HOLE LUH):
Sob sob.

It's fearless.

2009-11-25T14:48:36Z

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
♥

Now that I've had my retail therapy and truckloads of fun and sun, it's time to get back to my bio mcqs! D:
AND WORK.
ZOMG. FATTENING WORK THAT MAKES PEOPLE FAT AND UNFIT):

COMING SOON!

2009-11-18T15:35:50Z

BREATHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Again.
(:

If my heart was a house, you'd be home.

2009-08-04T13:00:48Z

What's wrong, whats getting you down
Is it something I might have said?
You're walking around
with your head to the ground
and your eyes are watery red

I know you've been through rough times
Kicked around, thrown to the ground
but you've always been the strong one
So don't tell me that nobody gets you
Cause I'm standing in your corner
Knocking at your door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
Cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

We share a bond
You and I we belong
We're like coffee and morning trains
You strip my defenses
I catch your pretenses
The same blood runs through our veins
I swore I'd be your lifeline
Made a vow that I'd surround you with love at every milestone
I'll listen when nobody gets you
I'm still standing in your corner
Waiting by your door
You don't have to be alone

Just call my name
Let me be an answer
'cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let me be your shelter my friend

It was not too long ago
You sought to understand
You helped me mend
Remember when
So promise me you'll

Call my name
Let me be an answer
Cause it hurts me to see you this way
I wanna ease your pain
Help me understand
Let my be your shelter my friend

If there was one thing I really really really want to do now,
It'll be screaming and crying and drowning under water.

Five is uneven and so am I.

2009-06-11T10:58:38Z

Time on me is wasted time.

No reply.
Because my silence speaks more than words ever could.
(even though you never thought so)

Remember that time when we were tangled and drowning,
So far in our own thoughts and love?

No reply.
I know you remember.
(But you're not smiling anymore)

Some things happen because they need to.

2009-06-10T13:04:19Z

Running to, running from;
I'm going in all different directions.

And maybe, I hope, that it's all just a dream.
Just another nightmare of another heart failure.

I'll put my hands over yours eyes but you'll peek through.

2009-06-07T14:24:45Z

and I leave myself thinking again.
sigh.

):

2009-06-05T11:14:46Z

Is this the moment where I look you in the eye?
Forgive my broken promise that you'll never see me cry
And everything, it will surely change even if I tell you I won't go away today
Will you think that you're all alone
When no one's there to hold your hand?
And all you know seems so far away and everything is temporary rest your head
I'm permanent

I MISS JJ):
-sobsob.

plus, he's starving):

Come What June.

2009-05-31T14:08:40Z

My much needed weekend break is coming to an end):
2 more hours left ONLY!

but but it was well spent :]
splendid! lovely! extravagant! romantic? hrmm :]
swimming;astons;amazing and enojayable public embarrassment;freak out session;shopping :)
AND I REALISED I HAVE BECAME MORE FEMININE. heh
thanks to that one spastic boy :]
<3
<3

and from now till the end,
i'll make it thru, i will, and i would.
together,me,jj,myself,i. :]

For the faceless tears remained untold tonight.

2009-05-29T10:33:32Z

Not me, not this time.
(Trying to.)

For all I'm living for.

2009-05-25T10:43:12Z

NEED TO PRESS ON! ):

'Timepieces'

2009-05-16T14:07:58Z

sun qiaoling has HUGE eyes o_o

our 7th in school, for the (his) school play.
and finally some time together after that.
well, at least we're both happy loving people!
:D

I could get used to this.

2009-05-12T11:20:40Z

Cause it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Oh, I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called
And then you feel so low you cant' feel nothing at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always

Another day without you with me.

2009-05-10T14:16:07Z

"You feel broken/sad and you somehow feel you are missing something in your life. Well, that's because you are! A toy asks itself what it is made for and it has no idea. So it decides to question its creator and the creater told him he is a male and a pair of scissors too! You need to ask your creator what you are made for."
(by Shuen, some mysterious girl who left a note on my depressed-looking vandalised table in secondary school)

i admit that i am a person of routine and i feel as messed up as a screwed up schedule.
and i need somebody who understands how bitterly miserable i really feel right now.

i hate having to know that, deep down, i feel so alone.

Holding out for what I don't know, just to be with you.

2009-05-08T09:02:45Z

So here I am, staring at the moon tonight
Wondering how you look in this light
Maybe you're somewhere thinking about me too
To be with you, there's nothing I wouldn't do

And I can't imagine two worlds spinning apart
Come together eventually
And when we finally meet I'll know it's right
I'll be at the end of my restless road
But this journey, it was worth the fight
To be with you

i've hit rock bottom and i'm too tired to do or say anything.
but i'm not giving up, not just yet.
i'm just waiting.

When the lights go out, I wanna watch the way with you.

2009-05-01T14:34:01Z

Cause I got your picture
I'm coming with you
Dear Maria, count me in
There's a story at the bottom of this bottle
And I'm the pen
♥

like, ZOMGGGGGGGGG -.-
-dying for a breather.
happy may day, like, THANKFULLY.

I climb, I slip, I fall

2009-04-14T10:35:36Z

I will
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause there's no hope for today
Breathe for love tomorrow
Cause maybe there's another way

i donated blood for the first time today.
but i didn't make it for fass talk, and i had a shitty econs remedial.
how cool is that.

You had me falling for you & it never would've gone away.

2009-04-12T09:52:47Z

Cause I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why but with you
I’d dance in a storm in my best dress
Fearless

you could hurt me with those words,
as much as you could put it all back together again with your assurance.
(:

This emptiness that's aching overnight.

2009-04-10T00:20:48Z

If shame had a face I think it would kind of look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes
Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this
Well here we go now one more time

Cause I try to climb your steps
I try to chase you down
I try to see how low I can get down to the ground
I try to earn my way
I try to tame this mind
You better believe that I am trying to beat this

So when will this end
It goes on and on
Over and over and over again
Keep spinning around I know that it won't stop
Till I step down from this
Sick cycle carousel